Family is trauma

Home doesn't feel like home anymore the people l call family are the first to judge me The people l used to call my home there are a prison for my emotions Tears on my face flow like a waterfall l hear my soul say can't do this anymore my heart shattered to pieces if the wall could speak they'll have something to talk about as the pillow hear my silent screams and held my tears The people l call family throwed me down the pit l looked myself in the mirror that reflected on my soul as l saw pain and suffering that nobody got to notice They say your attitude changed But all l just wanted for them To hug me and say my child sometimes it's okay not to be okay but we will go through this together and just know that we love you the words l wish to hear but never heard