Family

To be happy they expect. To have love, they dont have. To be better then themselves. That's all that they expect. Treated like shit but still expected to rise. Treated unfarely but still having to back them up. Treated coldly without mercy but still expected i have warmth in my heart. Thats when i realise i dont have nothing in my life. A Family that's draing the life out of my soul. Family thinking i dont have anyone. That i'll come crawling back. That I'll cry in their arms. But the coldness they left me with is unforgettable. Thats why i leave. Leaving the old me in the past of my own regret. Leaving the hate they carried. Im leaving now. Nowhere to go- but knowing that this is the happiest i'll ever be.