false claims

your words spell like daggers cast out to the rain you claim you love me but then you push me away all I ever do is try to be there for you for thick and thin all the suddenly you want me to go away tell me that you care tell me that you need space how much more space do you need to realize that I'm still here for you I try and try and try and try as I might but I can't do anything if you don't know me inside I just want to be the person who I can shield you from the hurt from the pains for this world for all the snowman when people are around you just cast me outside as if I don't even matter at all or hurts is the most is what I believe you once or twice from now I can't thank you so sorry again what needs to mended so it's with heavy heart and heavy pains and chains that I realize I have to let go I can't keep doing this to myself all you're doing is proclaiming false claims I don't know why you keep doing this why you do the s*** you do but all I can do is hope that you can wake up because I don't know if I can be here anymore