FallingApartFromWithIn

unexpectedly yet not unexpected The familiar feeling of confusion illusions fade as reality sets in, the breaking of my everything. how can one hope when one is confronted by hopelessness. the odds so stacked against one it's so unimaginable to imagine the possibility of success.. I can't breathe yet I can't die so here I am stuck in this vortex of light and dark within my soul spiraling out of control..