"Falling into Darkness"

Just hate my useless self, Love to help but stuck in hate. Try my best, not enough, Hard to breathe, my lungs burn. Drowning in this sea of doubt, Waves crashing over me. Struggling to find my way out, Lost in my own misery. Every step feels like a crawl, Weights upon my shoulders bear. Desperate for a way to fall, Yet afraid to face despair. But in the darkness, there's no light, No glimmer of hope, just endless night. With every breath, I lose the fight, Consumed by darkness, out of sight. Though the road ahead is steep, I stumble and fall, unable to keep. No strength left to climb the peak, Lost forever in this endless bleak. For deep within, the fire fades, The spark of hope, forever evades. With every lesson, I'm betrayed, By the darkness that never fades. So though I may have tried in vain, I'm swallowed whole by endless pain. No love to find, no purpose to gain, Just hate remains, and all is in vain.