Falling in love

Im falling Im falling deeper and deeper Im falling Im falling Im falling and falling Im falling, my stomach hurts Im falling Im falling Im falling for so long Im falling Im falling and everything is painfull Im falling Im falling but I dont now why Im falling Im falling, my face is numb Im falling Im falling and I cant reach the end Im falling Im falling faster and faster Im falling my skin burns Im falling Im falling Im falling and everything is dark Im falling Im falling and i want to get out of here Im falling but it does not end Im falling and I cant breath Im falling so does my tears Im falling but who pushed me? - I jumped I jumped without conscience I jumped I jumped and hoped i would arrive I jumped I jumped I jumped my knees where soft I jumped I jumped and my feet were tingling I jumped I jumped I jumped but my nose was closed I jumped but my eyes couldnt see I jumped but my ears were deaf I jumped I jumped many times I jumped and always arrived I jumped I jumped I jumped and Im falling but I dont arrive I dont arrive I dont arrive I dont arrive never before so long I dont arrive What if I will fall for ever? What if I never jump again? What if I'll never arrive? I want to stand.