Falling

Things are falling apart And I see I'm failing apart Failing for the fault of falling Digging deep without feeling Making a hole without feeling Now far from up the upper lining Drying because I had the wrong feeling Leaving the ones who held me Told me about that seeding That the fertility has been taken Making me fall apart Dividing divinely apart From seeking it To seeking light That will light the hole I'm in That I dug too long I forgot to bring the ladder