FAILURE

Today, I set a time that I will read my books but yet again I couldn't read it, I find my brain thinking of my past pains the one that hurts me so bad. I tried to ignore the pains but yet again I still feel it. I feel like I am loosing my life day by day. I have failed many times that I was labeled as a failure. The day is slowly passing by but I have hardly read anything, I just want to be free.