failure

i used to be out there shines like fireworks in the air knows to do almost everything but never the best at anything i was never pressured i was always assured through those words they say like a poem, act, or a play yes, they never pressured me but they always share things that's not me i know they don't intend it to be but it only makes me pressure me now that i stepped up years in my life i started to realize what its like to be our there in the world where everything could get furled i used to be confident of my skills and exposure but now i'm experiencing this moment where i feel like a failure