Failed

Failing is something I've become very accustomed to, from failing a test to failing everyone that I know love. Everytime I get into a fight with someone it's just one more person that I've let down and I know that I'll never be good enough or failing a test I know that I've let myself down and I already know that I'm not good enough for anyone and every single time that someone says I'm a bad person or I'm self centered it makes me feel even worse to the point that I don't wanna be here anymore. Like my drivers license evey time you joke about you never realize how much it actually hurts me becasue I know no one should have to take it this many times and I know that everytime I ask you get annoyed. Grief darkens my heart within,I despair to the depths of my soul,For I've failed all that I know, And I'm left to pick up the coal. I've failed those who believed in me,And those of whom I gave my trust, My conscience haunted by crippling fear. And my inner walls begin to rust. In the wake of failure, I wander In the shadow of sadness and pain, the dark evidence of my sins. A passive emotion that threatens to claim. My torment an ever-growing darkness, A never-ending fortitude of regret...