Fade Away

The line between real and fake is so thin. It seems I'm always failing when I just want to win. The truth is a lie, the truth is fake. Confusing me until I start to break. Broken inside and no one sees No one ask or questions me. They see my smile and think its great. They dont know my mental state. I just pretend its all a phase. Awake at night, exhausted through the days. I try so damn hard but no one sees How much it hurts to just be me. I try my best to want to stay But honestly I just want to fade away