face it

"you can't fix it if you don't face it" But I don't want to face it! I'm scared ok? Scared of the nights I spent crying alone. Scared of the days I spent suffering silently. Scared of what I might be. Scared of what I'm not. Scared because I can't control anything. I'm too weak to face it. Too weak to fix it. Too weak to save myself. Too weak to save them. Too weak to love.