fabric

When a shirt has a hole in it and you repair it does it still feel the same? After a hundred holes repaired is it really even the same hoodie? Sometimes I feel as if I am just like that polo, still something but, not what it used to be. From 'my' ankles to 'my' shoulders passing by the heart it doesn't even feel like me, nor the old me so who and what the fuck am I now huh