EyesWideShut

Have You ever Loved someone so much it hurt... holding on to them so tight yet in the end you still had to watch them go. even now years later you're still waking up all alone.. dreaming you could Love somebody so much you wake up gripping your pillow tight.. eyes so watery you swear you bottle up all your tears so you it'd remind you not to cry again... just to smile again the thought hurts so bad.. even now you still feel hollow within it takes all your strength get up out of bed it's all the thoughts and memories running through your head.. sometimes waking up so hard and Horny but there's no one to feel your love..Eyes wide shut .. this king size bed keeps reminding me of your touch.. warm and cozy just laying together Tangled not giving the f***.. but now I spend my days with eyes wide shut