experiments

Why is your reputation more important than our friendship Why were you willing to throw that all away so people could think you're a sociopath Since the first time I caught sight of you I knew I had to be your friend and I really thought I was I cried for you I stood up for you I laughed with you I supported you I defended you I cared But everything was an experiment? Everything was fake? Every smile every laugh every confession every conversation our friendship? if it was all an experiment then how could you say you wanted to die when you know what happened with my brother how dare you let me cry for hours why did you let me care? You stabbed me in the heart and walked away without glancing back You left me to wonder what I did wrong why was I not good enough did I hurt you am I a monster?