exist

Feburary 27, 2022 I am only to exist but don't you worry for I'm not seriously depressed although my anxiety is Sky High so high, I thought I could fly as my heart lays in a bunch of little pieces my head is full of noisy chatter when I ask why people who care what's wrong what is the matter do I truly honestly dare To try and think that they really care I am only to exist I feel like the state is putting me through a test will I be able to pass feeling like life is at half-mast Life as a drug addict is a repetition we all expect different results for the same insane competition for I'm only to exist inside of a beautiful thriving flower of God's creation on the outside we all being choked out world's dangerous Recreation