exactly how it feels

Blackk Kingg ~Exactly how it feels ~A thing called love ~poem~ Ever felt a white washed pain. A series of hate, flashing through your body and mind. Body language murderous. Ever loved so hard it hurts more. Because the love was so one sided, your due wasn't paid in full. Ever loved a person so deep, it penetrates the deepest depths of the soul. Souls of bodies you might have killed in your mind . It hurts to hurt. So you feel till feelings don't recognize your touch. Till your heart beats angered drums. By then your heart had, had enough. Your heart worn out from all the giving. Your heart worn from being the bigger person. Your heart hurts so much you just roll a joint and your body still looses the sense of the drug. It hurts so deep so much, you just lock your bathroom door and sit on the floor coz you've ran out of what to do. It's almost like loving a rock. It'll trip you and keep you down low. Let you down thrice, five times a month and more . Love is painful. Love is bitter to the taste "as I'd always say". Love is a merry go round of sorrow and deception.And that's exactly how I am feeling °°°°blackking°°°°°