ew..

speaking your truth and how you feel can sometimes backfire... so bad. (not u) but being on the outside looking in.. I can see how I may have impacted you.. loving someone so much yet they dont seem to feel the same. or care to show it, stings. the excuses.. uh.. so childish. I was like this at one point. always blaming others for my poor choices and disgusting mouth of words that I couldn't control.. you choose to stay the same.. same attitude same my way or no way crap.. im just so.. tired of this.. you just.. aren't going to change. and im tired of waiting for you to do so.. im tired of being second when I always put you first.. why can't you just be my.partner and not my keeper..