evil

If you ever tell me that I'm a good person just know that this will make me restart the heaviness of my heart. Too late I relized that I am the one that hurts, the one that kills someone's life making it full of disturbing lights. I don't deserve the love that I get I don't deserve the life that my parents gave me. The most wanted child ended up being the one that will destroy the family so much wanted. But the worst is, that even with just being dead I'll hurt my family even more.