Everyday nightmare

I'm always waiting in the hall till your friends bring you there. I'm always sad if I have to go back to class when you don't show up and thats cause i care. I'm always wondering if you even like me because you look like you do but is it true? I'm thinking if you're looking at me cause you like me or you think ,, Oh my god, I don't like her doesn't she see?" Do you pretend the love in your eyes or i'm just blind and see things that aren't true? Because deep down i care about you. I'm wondering if you see the love in my eyes. Do you see how much love is in them? You can't unsee it's like a bright gem. I like you and i know you know it too but it's still scary to say it to you. Your friends and my friends are trying to set us together but you resist it like it doesn't metter. I care about what you think of me. I dress nicer, smell better just cause i care. And if you care just say it and don't leave me in this everyday nightmare.