every night

every night i want to be to your right my heart is beating alone while you're in your dome, in a far away home the unconnected connection I feel is nothing real, as you're not really listening while you're distancing, away from my heart. you're always next to me, helping me, saving me but you don't know any of this though you're desperate, you'd never want us to be like that I feel it in my gut I will send you my feelings now, and I vow it'd be a waste of time anyhow. though that's not what I wish for, our lives intertwined forevermore; beautiful, and miserable nevermore. these feeling that don't reach you are one-sided, true but won't they at least make you feel good?