every body's doing it

walking down that road again ... but this time it has similarities... I am recognizing street signs and old buildings .. that before I barely even saw... it has that erry but creeping feeling like I've been here before but can't place when and why exactly ...... so I begin to look around ... and see if I can place anything .. of course ... and that's when I look up at the stop sign at the edge of this realm and I can see just ... . ahead ...the fork ... that's always be there ... that I know ... I know so so well... which way this time ...?? ... well it be freedom or loss of my humanity... believe it or not the last time I toke freedom ... and here I stand again five yrs later ... interesting ... so I study my two choices and step to humanity.... I was ready to let go ... but did I have enough strength ... it seems like everyone I have met lately has gone this way ... maybe I should have just followed suit instead ...of trying to find away to go that don't involve Lossing my self in the processes... but fuck it ... every body's doing it ... I might as well give it a try ... what's the worst that can happen .....really what's the worst ??