ever since 10

‎Ever since i was 10 memories blur ‎A feeling of emptiness frequently occur ‎I know nothing about the reasons ‎And my feeling of emptiness increase each seasons ‎ ‎When i was eleven a feeling of emptiness rapidly increase ‎Its something i couldn't cease ‎Though my laughter is still pure in this age ‎It vanish in my current page ‎ ‎12,the age where I feel life doesn't feel real ‎The part where I stare blankly trying to heal ‎The part where I try to fix the reality shell ‎The same shell my emptiness peel ‎ ‎Now I'm in this age ‎Where the emotion I can feel truly is rage ‎The age where most of my emotions are in cage ‎ the age that lead me to crave the reality I'm now disengage ‎