events regarding the incident

today I was rushed. not in a bad way just a way where I had to move. I hate moving. it makes me feel guilty. everything I do nowadays makes me feel guilty. as I move a darkness engulfs my vision. I have the urge to run when my vision blackens but instead I sit still. it's too still in this house. the wind barely moves out of the electric fan. this morning is silent and motionless.