Euphoric Longing

She saw it as a challenge, a boy she couldn't have. A boy she couldn't have. She loved challenges and found the excitement in the unknown. Despite she could look like a fool pouring her heart out to a guy she didn't know, felt the same. She didn't care about all the possibilities of it going wrong. Her faith is what kept her going each day. He inspired her. In ways she couldn't explain. She saw the world more lively with him. She loved that feeling. So she kept having faith in the unknown even if it meant she would get her heart broken. she found the beauty in the pain of heartbreaks, so even if she did get her heart broken, she didn't mind because she knew she would get even more inspired somehow. That's just how she worked. She loved the thrill of it all of the unknown. Specifically, this guy gave her such a dopamine rush it was euphoric. She was utterly in love with the guy. Maybe there was something between her and this guy. A connection of two hearts longing for each other but dare not to say anything because it will kill their ego. Afraid of being vulnerable with one another. Afraid of looking like a fool perhaps in the name of love it could be. Maybe there was a purpose for it all.