~•ESCAPISM•~

Burn me down, till I'm ashes, Let me drown in, till my corpse reaches the depth of the sea. I try to understand ; why my body and my soul crashes, As if they want the leftover humanity inside me to flee ! Bury me deep down, so no one could ever get a mass of me, Let me disappear and be forgotten by people. Or else just take me away from here, so that no one could ever be able to find me, Afterall I'm just a burden, my presence is dispensable. Out of the depths , I've cried for help, Hoping one would hear my desolation, My soul shrieks, finding it difficult to survive inside me, All I try to do is convience my soul that we'll figure out a solution. The dratted nightmare has affected me drastically, All I'm left here is with pain and sorrow. To 'die' which I used to find it dreadful, now I'm waiting for it fearlessly, The place where my heart once was, where butterflies and excitement once resided is now hollow.