Escaping Reality

I tried to go out by the glee. Looking for a place to be free. Turns out I lost myself, by escaping this reality. How do you embrace this Feeling? No thoughts, No words, No willing. Just confused and underwhelming. I was in awe of making small step, Yet, I was just trying to be on someone else race. Thoughts of winning, turns to whining. To longing for something more that have meaning. 🪶~ CAROUELLETE TEU Time written: 7:19pm|| Sept. 22, 2024|| Sunday