ESCAPE

I don’t know why i escape From new things Maybe it's because Iam not interested anything Anymore But i know i have to Be on something That will renew me Or build me Like i was before But now... Iam feeling terrified About being the old new one Maybe it because I love this version Or maybe i want to hate myself Just don’t want to stop Maybe i will stuck with this version Or maybe i just don’t want to heal myself I hate to being like this But also I want to stuck in this I always dream about One day i will be strong and bold Everybody will see me undefeated But i was wrong I don’t think about it as wrong idea I want to be happend in real life But iam afraid It’s to afraid of being the one I like to be