episodes

some weeks I laugh everyday and feel like I'm on top of the world others I can barely make it through a day without crying and when i feel like that I can barely do anything can't eat can't do my makeup can barely do my school work in general I just can't and when someone asks me if I'm ok I'm too tired to pretend so I just say no but when they ask why all I can say is I don't know all I can say is I'm tired because I'm too tired to even lift my eyebrows to look happy too tired to lift my head I'm almost too tired to write poetry I'm just too tired