Episode

I look in the mirror and my body fills with thoughts Flooding my brain until it rots I'm feeling the feeling I thought I forgot The feeling of wanting to peel off your skin and get a fresh start because you cant seem to win. Wanting to pick and scratch at my brain until I get the thoughts that are causing me pain. My brain is like wood and my thoughts are like termites Eating everything good leaving the bad One wrong word and it all crumbles Maybe this is just the way my brain humbles me. Making me starve myself until my stomach rumbles and rumbles for days. putting my whole world under a thick haze Life feels like a maze but with no exit no clarity just questions after questions with no answers you can ask and ask but youre only answer is silence. silence so loud I cant stop hearing the termites gnaw at the wood inside my skull leaving the shell of the person i was