Envy

A middle school girl, whose heart is filled with hurt, and eyes full of envy; as she is on social media looking at girls in all their glory. While her eyes swell up with tears of strife, as she cries in anger, sadness, and despair. She lies on her bed feeling empty, she feels like screaming out her lungs until they burst in flames, but her parents are home so she suffers in silence so she won't worry her guardians of protection that have given her everything. She weeps in silence as she is uncontrollable of her own emotions, she is longing for something but doesn't know what she's chasing. She runs from the fear, the fear of everything, shes running miles but the finish line is far from her reality of disparities. She cries, she weeps, she sobs, she whines in envy; she doesn't know what she wants but she's wanting everything. Likes, follows, shares, anything to keep her away from despair. She posts every hour of every day to get a verification, but her posts only get a few notifications. She trys hard to be everyone else that she forgot how to be her own self, shes molded in to something she's not, just so people can find her "hot".