Endless pain

The endless pain that doesn't stop The endless love that doesn't stop No I love him No him No! Not him, HIM! I don't fucking know what I'm doing with my life. At the age of 14 going onto 15 what am I doing wrong? What am I doing wrong? I have him and her but do I need the? The endless pain turned into endless love and I can't keep going. They say my words are wise but what am I saying what am I doing? I need him I need her but do I really need them? I'm broken into a million pieces My new favourite words are fuck this and fuck that I'm to tired to care... let's just end it here... -So this piece of poetry is written by me but I originally posted it on poetizer is you want my user you and you guys can check out my poetry there. Thank you for reading it this far. sorry its long.