Empty Promises.

Why didn't I notice your lies and pretends? what were you looking for in me that you couldn't find? was I ever important to you? do you have any idea how badly you have hurt me? do you have any conscience? you promised to love me till infinity, you promised to always stand by me and be there whenever I needed you. you promised not to hurt me. you promised to die for me. you said you wouldn't move on without me in your life, why is that? Were you pretending? ofc you were pretending, what was I thinking, was I not on my right senses? I don't know why I keep falling for you so deeply even though I know your love hurts so badly. and I couldn't sleep last night because I kept thinking about all the love you promised me, and I cried myself to sleep only for me to notice my pillow couldn't take any of my tears. My heart hurts, and the stupidest thing is that your name and still written in my heart, how I wish I could erase them but is like they are written on a stone which can't be erased. I can't find a way to untangle my heart from yours. there's always a love to save me from another... even if it's just my love. I wish my heart could collide once again with its other half anytime soon.