Empty.

Life feels like a burden much bigger than yourself. Everything is falling apart little by little, with every breath taken in. Realising no one favours nor appreciates your presence is most unfortunate… Everyone pushes you away like you are an old, musty piece of clothing no one desires to own. No one realises you are being there no matter what. No one shows they care at least a bit. No one cares about the deep feelings you have, not until is too late for an act. They all make you feel like a fool like you are a nobody. No one is there for you, to hold you, not even comfort you But you as always had to be there for others, to comfort them, hold them, give them a shoulder to cry on But when will it be your turn to be comforted or held for a split second? You lost yourself a long way ago, You seem to be the only one to notice, Even though, the ones that had known you better for years never could tell anything different from when they met you. Trying so hard to get back to the one you were before, But it seems it’s been too long for you to remember such a thing… You are not yourself anymore. You don’t even remember what you were like before Or when was the last time you were yourself? You have forgotten everything about the person you were back then… And it seems so unfair that you want to turn back in time, To gain back what was yours, But now is forever lost in the deep void of nothingness. You feel nothing inside you anymore. No rage, no anger, no sadness, no love, no regret. Nothing. You do cry from time to time, not sure why... But you still do. You feel empty no matter the moment there is. Nothing can fill up the gaps that feel like a black hole. You are the black hole. You are not welcome anywhere, anytime by anyone. No one wants you around and you’re still trying to accept it. You are the burden everyone hates and doesn’t want to be around. Just disappear without a trace, No one will notice, I promise.