Emptiness

How do I say I love you With an empty heart Where there is a void Feelings am tryna avoid For the heart is shielded with lead Mercy it's trying to plead Wishing to be seen Wanted to be lived Seeking to be held Right tight by the grip of the heart of the one I love How do I say I think about you when my mind is as blank as the air int the balloon Going with the flow of the wind Taking the route where no one is let in Yet checking in an inn Thinking maybe they'll let me in How do I say I need you When I no longer feel your presence My body rejects presence Of the beat of my own heart For a while it was hurt By those who it claimed to be mates Got myself trapped in a net Only to end up being someone's bet