Emotionally Drained Now 🙄

I'm so tired, emotionally drained Thinking about you and pretending you're there Praying and being patient, wishing you were here It's more tiring that I thought it would've been Thinking about you and even in the future; starting a kin I can't stop saying your name I'm used to that now Even when I don't want to It comes out of my mouth somehow I don't wanna forget you I wanna miss you But how draining this all is It's only something I know I can't seem to let you go My thoughts, my emotions They all know I miss you everyday