Embrace the darkness

You begin to embrace the darkness; You feel so alive and dead At the same time. Nobody can touch you where you go; Why would they want to? The knife of hell Touches you gently; That is when you begin to crave the pain That you recieve. The harder and deeper it goes The more everything goes dark; The better you see What your life has become. Like a flower without water; You wither so easily You feel no pain because you enjoy and welcome it with open arms. The pain causes you to forget Why you are here; You have now embraced the darkness Like a warm welcome; One that shall not fade. If that darkness Kills you So be it.