Ek dafa,, do dafa..

sorry maa aaur papa.. Meh utna acha nhi ban paya jitna aap mujhe samjhte ho.. meh nhi ban paya wo baccha jise aap dil se laga sako.. Na hi meh itna kabil bana ki aapko samajh saku. meh pagal bas aapko kosta gaya.. Aap logo ne bahut mehnat ki mere liye ye baat meh samajh hi na saka par aap jo mujhe marne ki gali dete the usse hi meh dil se laga kar rota raha. nhi ban paya wo baccha jiska aap logo ke samne sina tok kar dikhava kar sako, meh toh bas bana ek baccha jisne aapki bigadi hui mansik santolan ko aaur zada bigad Diya... Nhi kar raha hu meh koi mazak bas aapko ek sachai se milana chahta tha.. I love you bola par kabhi kuch esa kiya hi nhi jisse laga ki..... I really love you. Sorry mene khud ko bar bar 100 dafa marne ki koshish kari bina ye samjhe ki aap jite hi is nacheez ke liye ho. I'm sorry maa and papa aapko itna dukh diya par ye zarur keh sakta hu ki aapse meh Sabse zada pyaar karta hu aaur aapke liye hi abb jeeta hu.