Eighteen !!

I lived so long since the day I was born , from childhood to youth this journey made me strong. And here I'm eighteen messed up about the life I want; People said it would be fun now I wanna shoot them with my gun. Because I burn my veins literally every single day, With this peer pressure around how do I slay ? I want to be heard, I want to rise and shine; Every single praise that comes out of my professor's mouth , I just want , I just want I just want it to be mine . Oh my God, oh my God, look at her manicured nails , her zero size figure and her pretty face. How do I manage to match All these beauty challenges ? And yes, yes, yes, it's easy to be eighteen, Because this is the time when you transition from a princess to a queen.