Ehsaas e kamtari

Ehsaas e kamtari ek aisa ehsaas jo aap kitna bhi mitao wo raaste ke kankar ki tarah humesha dil mein chubhta hai... Mujhe zindagi se kya chahiye yeh samjhna mere liye sabse mushkil kaam hai... Par mujhe jiski khoj nhi hai uski kami khalna yeh bhi ajeeb hai... Mujhe kisi se rashk nhi, magar phir bhi tis sir uthti hai ki agar wo toh, main kyu nhi? Kabhi kabhi mujhe lagta ki meri zindagi, mera wajood sab khokhla hai... bemaani hai... Ek jhoothi tasveer dikhate jiye jaa rhi hun, jaise main apna aap kahin chhupa rahi hun