Ego

The ego you carry is heavy, that ego is what gets you into trouble but for you it's double double the controlling double the manipulation double the games the games you play, you wonder why I don't have a bf or a gf but everytime I talk to someone I see you I see a fool most people say you end up dating someone like your father id rather stay still in a bubble with my anxiety attacks than to do date someone like my father you wonder why I don't speak to you, don't let you in to shit that goes on but trust goes both ways right? you lost all my trust that very night don't try and fight to get it back cuz your not winning that I'm not your "babygirl" or your "princess" so stop saying that dumbass shit cuz you lost all right to even call me that the funny thing is your not mad I wanna stay at my mom no you're mad that my stepdad a trans woman is more than a father than you every were isn't that so? you ain't like that though.. hurts your ego like a betrayal the only thing being betrayed is how you used my innocence like a weakness, my youth as if I'm dumb. My kindness as a knife to stab the wrong ones.