Echoes of Absence

"Merry me had always walked through the blissful chaotic scene, Wandered through every site trying hard to keep my sorrows clean, Magically the wounds appear stinging every moment like live wire, Medically I seem strong but mentally losing myself is my biggest fear. How can my heart still wait and watch the intense breakup? Can those memories be just my past and not become my skeletal makeup. Why do you hold such strong grasp over my life's architecture? It was never you, but always me cracking up the dumb foundation which was never there. My soul, my whole does this annoying dance of evil desperation. They are unable to accept that you are phantom, or our tragic separation. I laid my heart and my soul for discount like some old shop's sale of clearance. You bought it cheap and threw them deep and woke up the presence of absence. I cared too much without regrets, I never loved but always lived in fear. Hence, this was our end with no love or lust but heart like an empty chair. © words_oflekhani