Eating Disorders

My favourite thing in whole world used to be food, Now I can't stand to even look at it anymore. At school I was told that I was overweight and my family was ashamed of me. "Do you ever stop eating?!" I used to spend my time eating whilst scrolling through social media, Laying on my bed all the time. My dream was to become a model. Now I'm sure that's not possible, I'm too skinny to actually become one now. I was obsessed with slim bodies. I wanted to look skinny. My weight was never actually a problem, But I just still wanted to feel pretty. Boys never looked at me, She was the one they looked at. I guess you could say I'm just kind of there. I just wanted to be beautiful. I stopped eating. The only thing I had was water and gum so I'd loose weight quicker. Each week I weighed myself to see if I had go ten slimmer, It worked. A few weeks later, You could kinda see my ribcage now. Having to wear oversized clothes so people won't judge me. People become worried about me now, "Please eat for me!" No.