Eating Disorder: Explicit Cont

Barley eating and working all the time, not sleeping well and then being exhausted. Back in high school this happened, and it's been a constant struggle. This is slowly killing me every day, when I tell myself or others I'm not hungry. I don't eat for a while even as my stomach makes noises, but I keep telling myself that I'm fine. I've never been a big woman not even when I was a kid, didn't like how I was in highschool for strength class(weighed 130lbs). I'm only 4'9 and have always been small, still this isn't right and I wish I could stop. Stop before I'm six feet in the ground, and my family and friends are missing me.