earth bed peace

I hate humans that is all litter the ocean the earth's dry land the causing of species going extant my favorite animals gone forever now their fossils hold more value than their life the earths food wed the species niches where can I find bed peace for my first love one to hold onto and cherish for all eternity an earth sexualized by many loved by few abused for its resources help me fix this beautiful I want to make it right before it's my body's time to be at one with you again to decompose into you my final wish