dysmorphia

I Can't stand to look at myself in the mirror Feeling disgusted whenever i eat I wish I could starve myself without them noticing Why can't you see through the fake smile I plaster on my face everyday Will I be happier if I became thinner Will people like me more Will I feel like less of a failure and a disappointment? If u knew what you said would go straight to my head what would you say instead I pull at my skin wishing I could rip it all away.