dying slowly

Suitable, doable,almost renewable is set to ease the trouble that twist up in your head.You leave this place with no embrace ,I knew I'd end up dead. I feel my body dying slow I feel it all around me, I feel my air going slow, I hope it doesn't drown me My eyes are blurry, and my head hurts every fn day. The things I've lost are telling me you better go away I can barely walk my legs are to weak, and my back feels like it's broke. if you spent a day in me , you'd see I ain't no joke I'm scared to say the truth of it, I've done it the myself I did the things I shouldn't of done, I knew I had bad health My fun is gone its lost its lust, and my soul has no desire I want to do the things I use to do, but my bodies to damn tired. I dont drink much I have no thirst, I'm feeling dehydrated my mouth is dry, I have to eat I cnt believe I made it. I'm wilting now my bodies broke infection in my bones. I have no time to to fix what's broke my name has no clones I'll take these fears and keep them in , it feel me with such sorrow I'll take my pills and go to bed, I hope I'm here tomorrow