Dying in silence

Here I am trying so hard to get your attention. Here I am trying so hard to give you all the satisfaction. But still you chose the distance more than me, But still you chose to avoid everything I do for the sake of our love. It pains me inside to know that there's no one to talk to about all this... It pains me inside that I can't even share the pain with my sisters to get some advice. I thought I was bold. Right now I feel,to the demon my heart has been sold. It feels so cold. Like locked in the cell. While I feel like my soul is left alone roaming around in hell.