Dubious

I would like to get to know you, by staring through the windows of your soul. Afraid to take steps, might fall on your own cliff. I might be left hanging or heart will be tricked. Near yet so far, distance screams miles kilometer apart. Beats of heart are counted, per minute I guess? No rush, a slow phase, is this string worth the risk? Actions and words are completely paradox since it begins. The fear to be hurt, lingers through my veins, Thoughts of doubt, lingers in my brain Questions, popping up. I'm starting to be cautious. Do I still get the truth of your soul? Or day by day, I, myself become a fool? I don't know, am I that naive? Am I that blind to be save? I want to get through you, know how deep is your ocean, I'm not going to swim with you, but possible to be drown by you. Make sense, to reveal my truth: I'm invested, surely into you. The truth in me unfold, so as my faith in you Bring me your comfort, so I'll find tranquility in storms in my head. Words, to rest assured I'm not being played. If yes let me know, surely I'll leave. because I'm too sincere just to be deceived. I'm afraid to be hurt, but not afraid to pursue you, Intentions are pure, my truth will always serve to you.