Drunken Nights

As the animal inside me brews and grows throughout my days, it is during the darkness of the night when the untamable animal inside me shows and insights its wrath. An animal that ravishes right through my very soul, leaving me to bleed out until there's not even a droplet left. My mind is ripped asunder as images of pain flow in, suffocating my thoughts with its heavy burden of hate and rage. I am torn to shreds as I try to contain this beastly demon, but then I realize that we have become one and that I am this insidious creature. Spreading chaos throughout myself becoming an uncontrollable force, forcing me to perform horrific acts. Terrorizing anyone in my path, including myself, leaving trails of anguish and pain. Until tomorrow, when a new day arises and the beast sleeps, do I find peace of mind followed by guilt from the night before.